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Sixty-ninth Street Suicide

A Memoir of Divorce, Depression and Defining My Why

After a catastrophic event at seventeen, Sharon Greenwald believes she’ll eventually take her own life—until she survives the attempt. Years of trauma follow: an eating disorder rooted in an abortion, the deaths of her father and best friend, and postpartum depression that fractures new motherhood. After divorce, a small trigger unleashes her long-held plan. When Sharon wakes from a five-day coma, she must face the consequences and her loved ones’ stunned demand: “Why?” Sixty-ninth Street Suicide is a raw, candid exploration of the thoughts that led her there—and the surprising truth behind her answer.

supplies hope for those who are vulnerable

—Ian Graham Leask, author of The Wounded and other stories about sons and fathers

Description

After suffering depression following a catastrophic event at 17, Sharon Greenwald knows she’ll commit suicide one day. But she never considers what would happen if she survived. Not even a lifelong eating disorder stemming from an abortion, watching her father and best friend take their last breaths, or postpartum depression that ruins her experience as a new mother can lead her to suicide. But then, when the depression comes back after her divorce, a seemingly inconsequential event sets her plan in motion. When she awakens from a 5-day coma, Sharon has to deal with the effects of her decision, including the stunned reactions of her loved ones. As Sharon and her family try to cope with what happened, her family keeps asking “Why?”

Sixty-ninth Street Suicide is a candid, raw story that explores Sharon’s every destructive thought and feeling that adds up to her why. The answer may surprise you.

Product Details

PublishedJanuary 31, 2023
ImprintWisdom Editions
LanguageEnglish
Print length196
ISBN-139781959770589
Dimensions6 x 0.49 x 9 inches

As a man who has lost numerous friends to suicide but never had the slightest inclination to commit such an act, I found this memoir lucid, informative, and darkly funny, while never losing touch with the disastrously misunderstood plague that is depression–a pain one cannot just snap out of at will. This book helps us understand those we have tragically lost and perhaps supplies hope for those who are vulnerable.

—Ian Graham Leask, author of The Wounded and other stories about sons and fathers

I really could relate in many ways to this book. It helped me to understand my own dysfunctional childhood and my life with depression. Although thankfully I didn’t try to commit suicide it was on my mind often. Thank you Sharon for writing this book. It will be valuable to many lost souls out there.

—Linda Baker, verified review on Amazon

I found this book very interesting and couldn’t put it down. As the author’s life unfolds she reveals suffering depression through thoughts and experiences in an honest, yet sensitive way that many can relate to. The subject of depression and suicide thoughts should be dealt with more openly, not alone, and this encounter should be read.

—Steve, verified review on Amazon

This book really helped me understand the mindset of someone whose mental illness would lead her to attempt to take her own life. Sixty-ninth Street Suicide is compelling and a fast read.

—Business Owner, verified review on Amazon

As I know most of the people in this book, it brings back a lot of painful memories! Mental illness is real and needs to be addressed more aggressively in our society. I am grateful that Sharon was spared and is on this earth to help others that might feel the same lonely, depressed existence. Hopefully she can reach many and guide them to happier days.

—Debra Sternschein, verified review on Amazon

This book is exceptionally well written. It explores different angles leading to depression. It helps you look at your life in a positive way.

—Lisa Josephberg, verified review on Amazon

It was insightful and could not put it down. Thank you for wearing your emotions on your sleeve—it’s a learning experience for all. I highly recommend this book to all!

—Jacob, verified review on Amazon