Calumet Editions

Shattered

Exposing the Open Secret of the Children’s Theatre Scandal

In the 1970s and 80s, John C. Donahue was hailed as a brilliant, difficult theater visionary, and his Children’s Theatre Company and School (CTC) reached national acclaim. Behind the curtain, however, the institution harbored more than two dozen sexual perpetrators. Donahue’s 1984 arrest for abusing students nearly ended CTC—yet the culture of complicity endured and the full truth was buried. In this memoir, Laura Stearns confronts her own childhood abuse at CTC, unpacks decades of institutional harm, and charts a trauma-informed path toward strength—calling for safer spaces for young artists.

Laura’s writing serves as a flotation device to carry the reader over a tumultuous tale.

—Cordelia Anderson, MA, executive board member of the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children

Description

John C. Donahue was considered a brilliant but difficult artistic genius in American theater in the 70s and 80s. His theater, the Children’s Theatre Company and School (CTC), rose to the heights of critical acclaim. It was also a home to more than two dozen sexual perpetrators. In 1984, Donahue’s arrest for sexually abusing male students threatened to close the theater’s curtains for good. The theater endured and the full truth of what was happening behind the scenes was swept under the rug, until now.

Stearns’ memoir follows her process of coming to terms with experiencing childhood sexual violence at CTC, of recognizing the depth of harm from a complicit culture which allowed child abuse at the theater to go unchecked for decades, and her journey of growing beyond trauma to a place of strength. She does so with unflinching honesty, lighthearted compassion, and a healthy dose of trauma informed education.

Because children in the arts are especially vulnerable and personal boundaries are blurred by antiquated adages like “you must suffer for your art,” it’s of the utmost importance that those around them create safe spaces for our young artists to grow and learn. Laura shares her story in hopes that nothing like what happened at CTC will ever happen again.

Product Details

PublishedJanuary 25, 2023
ImprintCalumet Editions
LanguageEnglish
Print length318
ISBN-13978-1959770107
Dimensions6 x 0.8 x 9 inches

Laura has written an important book with courage, warmth, wit, rage, sensitivity and deep understanding.

—Jeffrey Hatcher, American playwright of Glensheen and The Alchemist, and screenwriter of The Duchess and The Good Liar

If you’re ambivalent about reading this for any reason, rest assured that Laura’s writing serves as a flotation device to carry the reader over a tumultuous tale.

—Cordelia Anderson, MA, founder of Sensibilities Inc. and executive board member of the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children

Shattered… provides validation for those who know and needed education for those who don’t.

—Ricardo Levins Morales, Minneapolis based visual artist, activist, and community organizer

Laura Sterns has written a deeply honest examination of the experience and effect of childhood trauma. The Children’s Theater Company of Minneapolis was a cultish hotbed of abuse, a place where children were raped physically, mentally, and emotionally in the name of “art” while adults looked the other way. Sterns narrates her experience there, and the aftermath of that experience, with clarity and zero self-pity.

—Sally Wallach, verified review on Amazon

It’s so important that this story is finally being publicly told from the perspective of someone who lived through it. If, like many people in the Twin Cities, all you’ve heard before is rumor, this is the real story.

—David Pisa, verified review on Amazon

Laura Stearns does an incredible job of peeling away the layers of lies and deception that for so many years have hidden the ugly truths of the systemic childhood sexual abuse that the Minneapolis Children’s Theatre is built on. Stearns is the first of the former CTC children to publicly tell her story in such depth. May her courageous offering open the door for others to share their truths in ways that allow them to heal and flourish.

—Kerstin, verified review on Amazon