Calumet Editions

The Man Who Found His Moniker

Haunted by a tragic past, an unnamed man wanders city streets and foreign towns, plagued by half-clear visions that warn of coming violence. He follows them like a mandate, desperate for redemption yet unsure he deserves it—and afraid that happiness would betray the pain he cannot release. As his past slowly surfaces, the visions sharpen, pulling him toward a final chance to stop a tragedy. When he’s led to a threatened group of schoolchildren, he may finally save lives he once couldn’t—and, perhaps, himself.

captures the main character’s unbearable loss of a child through violence

—John Nugent, verified review on Amazon

Description

The unnamed man walks city streets, haunted by visions he doesn’t understand, tortured by a tragic past and seeking redemption even though he questions whether he even deserves it. His visions imply that some sort of violence is coming, but they aren’t clear. It’s as if he’s seeing the future through a filter. What’s going to happen? And can he figure out what the danger is in time to prevent another tragedy? This little gem of a novel explores the ruminations of a man who more than anything else wants to return to a past that can never be, a man who must come to terms with the reality of the world as it is, a man who must find his way back to humanity.

The man wanders from city to city, pulled by forces he doesn’t understand, hoping that the next vision will become clear, will identify the violence he somehow knows he’s tasked with stopping. Having no real purpose other than following the destiny laid out for him, he walks and wonders—about small things and large—as his past slowly makes itself known to us. This is a man who wants to be happy, and yet who doesn’t – a man who fears that finding happiness will cut him off from a painful past he can’t bear to forget. So he welcomes the visions, visions of pain and failure and loss, hoping they will somehow guide him to the place he needs to be, the action he needs to take, to succeed at least this time, to make up for the failings of the past. And when he eventually figures out the visions, when he finds himself brought to the place he needs to be, he finally gets the chance to save a group of school children, children he couldn’t save the first time around, and maybe even save himself.

Product Details

PublishedDecember 27, 2022
ImprintCalumet Editions
LanguageEnglish
Print length174
ISBN-139781959770893
Dimensions5.98 x 0.39 x 9.02 inches

I really enjoyed McEllistrem’s <em>The Man Who Found His Moniker</em>. In an era of recurrent mass shootings, this book captures the main character’s unbearable loss of a child through violence and his struggle for redemption. It is a timely, painful and wonderful work of fiction.

—John Nugent, verified review on Amazon

The thing I liked the most was how real the main character’s struggle to understand his visions felt. He uses everything he knows about math and science (he was a math professor before his life took a turn for the worse), to try and get to an explanation beyond his reach. I liked his quiet acceptance and meditation about what humans don’t know about how we take in information. So much is subconscious—the most important bits, like nonverbal communication, and what makes us trust people.

—Jessie Hausman, verified review on Amazon

A wonderful story about tragedy, redemption and reconciliation. An unnamed man faces his demons and moves beyond them to rediscover his humanity. The book deals with tragic circumstances, but provides hope that recovery is possible even in the most difficult circumstances, very uplifting message. A great read!

—Avid Reader, verified review on Amazon

The book takes you on a trip that encompasses many different turns and important thoughts. It made me think both about incidents from the past, present and future. It weaves a story with some fantasy, but based in reality. Good quick read. Thoroughly enjoyed it.

—MAPS, verified review on Amazon

McEllistrem had me hooked almost literally with the first few sentences, and certainly with the first few pages of this novel. Who is this “man” (the main character) and what the heck is going on? Why is he falling to the sidewalk and why doesn’t he seem to care? The novel is a terrific psychological character study, and as a reader I got caught up in the character’s attempts to understand his life, his role in the events of his life, and really, life in general.

—Lawrence, review on Amazon